What drives an Aficionado Practico to enter the ring year after year. Most Practico’s are older in age, like myself. Don’t get me wrong, I’m only 46 years old and I know I have many years in front of me. In the bullfight world age comes quicker. Its a very maturing endeavor. Nobody forces anybody to enter a ring with a Toro Bravo. I do it for the love of it. I, nor do any of my counter parts get paid for it. Great fiscal sacrifices are assumed for us to practice our lust to fight bulls. Age is not an obstacle, physical fitness and the continuity fighting real animals are. We take opportunities which are presented if the funding is there. For some, this desire has ended personal relationships. Its turned the course of lives, including mine. It takes dedication and guts to satisfy the urge and yearning to fight vaquitas, erales, becerros, becceros, vacas and novillos. We fight on our days off and around our other lives. I know lawers, directors, actors, writers, journalists, doctors, students, engineers, pilots and housewives who are Practicos. We do it when we can, how we can and because we can. Carlos Vargas was not a household name in Mexico, Colombia, Peru or Spain. Vargas was an Aficionado Practico from Saltillo, Coahuila born in 1944. Vargas had been a novillero in the 70′s but never achieved the fame of the upper echelon of bullfighting stardom. In 1972 he did earn a fight in Plaza Mexico only after holding a successful hunger strike. In his later years, Vargas continued his aficion by participating in festivals throughout Mexico as an Aficionado Practico. I never had the chance to fight along side Vargas, but I do understand the drive, the desire which allowed him to continue to fight. Having fought as a novillero, Vargas had experience fighting bigger animals and continued fight bigger bulls compared to the average Aficionado Practico. It was last Saturday at 63 years Vargas dressed to fight in Guadalajara’s Nuevo Progreso in a Festival alongside 5 other Practicos. Vargas’ novillo was more than 300 kilos. As normal Vargas opened with cape work, placed banderillas and moved on to the faena. The story has it the novillo was unruly and unpredictable. Vargas was tossed, rose and continued to fight the novillo. Being tossed by an eral or becerro is not the same as being tossed by a novillo or toro. They are violent tossings with tons of force and precluded with lethal horns. In Vargas’ case and at his age, the torero chose to continue fighting the strong novillo and eventually was tossed a second time. This time Vargas hit the ground head first and lost consciousness. Vargas was rushed to a local hospital and eventually pronounced brain dead four days later. Vargas died yesterday November 4th, 2007. With Vargas died the safety and innocence sometimes associated with Festivales de Aficionado Practicos. It is the same mortal game played in the bigger plazas. There is guaranteed death as there is in Corridas de Novillos or Toros. With this though comes a sense of responsibility I will follow. I will continue to fight. I will want to progress in size of animal. I will think how it could end just as tragic. I will not however lay down my muleta because of the danger involved. The danger for me has always been there. Bruises take along time to go away, but they eventually do. QEPD.